Tyler McAuliffe

Ok So I’m going to be completely Honest here Because I know here I can open up and Someone in this Tumblr world will understand me. Well There’s this girl That I pretty much met over BBM I messaged her from a chain letter and it happened to turn out she was from a town right next to my home town but at that time she didn’t really care to talk So I didn’t really bother her. But then Around the month of October We started really talking and becoming good friends We pretty much talked everyday day through night if we weren’t on the phone we were BBMing or texting Then Skype became a Big part of us and We would literally fall asleep and wake up to eachother. I was in college first year second semester at the time and she was Home but to tell you the truth waking up early was hard for me But that changed After awhile Just knowing I was going to wake up to her and if not her A Good morning Text from her this girl has honestly Given me more motivation then I’ve ever had when it came to getting up and going to class Instead of of just saying Fuck it I rather smoke a Blunt and Sleep. But once April hit We were literally counting down the days Till We would first meet and I’d be home for summer But once May finally came It was One of the best feelings ever Just knowing after all the long phone Conversations and texting I could finally meet the beautiful Girl I came to know. So This past summer 2011-2012/06.02.12 I finally Got my answer If she would be willing to take a chance and be my Girl or not I swear I remember this everyday like It was just yesterday We were laying to gether my head was on her lap and we were eating chocolate Ice cream together She was feeding me it and almost after every bite I would receive a nice cold chocolate kiss But after that she looked at me and told me the answer to my question was Yes I just had asked a question though So I was confused But then she told me both were a yes <3 So That made That day so much better later after That night I Went to my Two to of my best friends house’s And Told them all about it Oh how happy I was that day it was the best feeling I’ve had in the longest time. But From then on it was Summer So We spent Almost every single day together but then we both had to get summer jobs which sucked because that was less time spent together I hated it but I think the best part about going to work was knowing she was going to spend every lunch with me It was only like a 20 min lunch break but she showed up every single day unless there was something she had to do only if it was like a must Even during a storm a crazy storm she was there roads closed she went all the way around just to be there for me I Love every moment,memory,second,minute,hour with this girl I wouldn’t trade any of it for the world I promise you that <3. I know it was tough for both of us getting into a relationship again but I told her from the start that she was going to fall in love with me. Not trying to be cocky or anything like that because I know I’m really nothing special I’m just a regular person with a big heart just waiting to give it all to someone special like you. But we both fell really hard for eachother We did everything together and I’m really shy when it comes to meeting parents because I don’t want to fuck up and they think I’m a bad guy or something of that sort But Her parents are actually really cool her mother and I became really close by the end of summer I can literally say anything in front of her mom and I’m not as close with her father but he Likes me so that’s atleast a start in my book I really don’t know but to me becoming close with people’s families is important to me I want everyone to be cool with me and just Love the fact that I’m in a relationship with their daughter or cousin etc…. But So as summer came closer and closer to an end We spend even more time and nights together I didn’t even want to go back to college because I knew I would miss her more then anything in the world But I had to stay strong not just for myself but for her also We planned early that summer dates she could make up to visit me and when I’d come home So once the day came where I had to say Ill see you soon the night before we spent together as long as I could possibly stay But I did I cried when I had to leave to leave her And I hate tears I really do But that’s how you know when you truly care or love something. And I can honestly Everytime she came up we had the most ammazing times together Haha trying to roll blunts haha So many great memories I’m Also very thankful For a friend Named Alexus Yeah she’s a homieeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck with her I dare you!!!!!!!!!!! <3 but seriously She accepted Sarah and our Whole relationship And even till this day when I’m at school she still invites sarah over to chill with her and Khristian Honestly without them I don’t even know I was never really close with Khristian Growing up I heard things and I wasn’t a fan of him but As time went on Him and Alexus ended up back together and My cousin Austin and him were pretty cool with eachother So I got to know him more and I can honestly say I except him as family If he ever needed anything he could call me and I’d do anything to help him or anything for that kid I love all these people and I’m really happy That they ended up together And I know this kid will take care Of the Girl homie Always and forever He would kill or die for her and I know he would So I accept that I Love you guys and happy 5 years today!!!!!!! I really hope I get to this point with sarah A love like theirs is something every relationship should have. So Just about 3 days ago We were on the phone me and Sarah And were not on the greatest terms Why???? I don’t know I kind of Figured we were perfect no matter what But She said Tyler I don’t know if I can do this anymore I swear to anyone reading this I had instant tears I’ve never felt so hurt or broken in my entire life I didn’t know what to do I sat in the same spot crying till my eyes were bloodshot like I smoked 19 blunts to the face sort of bloodshot but I just didn’t ever think It would ever come to that I thought we were forever But Long story short Everything is ok as of right now between us we are still together at the moment But I’m still very shakey and worried everyday But I’m holding myself together In two days We will be reunited to talk things out in person I really hope everything worksout  for the best I’m praying for the happy couple from the summer and I hope she realizes how much she means to me I love You Sarah And I couldn’t help but it but I had to let someone know how much you mean to me And how much every minute we spent together I never wanted it to go away Ever I want you forever and I hope in 2days it hits you because ill die if I lose you =’(  06.02.12 Its the little things you do I swear if it was me and you and you never wanted anything but to live in a shack with me as long as i’m with you I will have fufilled my lifetime goal I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!